From my experience, most people are not very familiar with their faith or what they truly believe and do not feel close to God. This web site was created to help people wake up from the dream we call reality and remember who we really are.
Are we to believe that there are no new revelations or experiences with God outside of religion? And what about the time long ago before any church or religion existed? Are we to believe God wasn't present among us? There are truths that predate all religions and our primitive science.
This site will present information and ideas that may be hard to hear and sound foreign, but will help you understand your purpose, give you a greater understanding of creation, and bring you closer to God.
I have been “religious” for a long time. A few years ago I kept wondering, is this all there is to life? Wake up, go to work, pay bills, go home, go to bed, go to church on Sundays, etc.
It was then that I started to explore other faiths, world history, consciousness, and metaphysics to find out how it all started and the reasons behind everything that exists.
I started reading every spiritual book I could find starting with those that deal with actual recorded facts and reality. I started researching phenomena like the classic double-slit experiment and other fields of study like consciousness that scientists still can't explain.
I found that I needed to un-learn everything in order to re-learn new concepts. Amazing things started to happen in my life and I have never been more happy and felt closer to God than at this time!
I have presented a list at the bottom of this page of the books that I feel were the most important in my journey and which helped to form my new beliefs. Some of the books can be heard on audible.com.
Feel free to contact me with any questions. The contact form is located at the bottom of the page.
A new understanding
In an attempt to remove labels and all preconceived ideas of what God is or should be, I will refer to Him as The Creator on this page.
The Creator is all. The Creator exists in all and works through all regardless of your beliefs. The Creator is not and will never be separate from us. I believe the primary reason for creation was for The Creator to seek expression through experience in all forms of being and to share that knowledge and the Love of being and existing with us. The experiences of creation and of Love is what we bring back to The Creator as gifts when we return as referenced in Matthew 25 where the master gave the talents to the servants and expected a return. This is not to say this is the only reason for creation.
Our souls are spirit that are individualized but not yet fully realized that emanated from The Creator, constantly coming and going from The Creator and seeking expression through experience in all levels of creation. A soul can have one form or be broken up into thousands of individualized and distinct personalities all experiencing any level of creation simultaneously, also called reincarnation. To return to The Creator, all parts of a soul must be rejoined to become whole again.
Humans know creation to be our physical universe. We know things are made of atoms and they vibrate and are constantly in motion.
Each level of creation vibrates at a different frequency. The highest level is pure Love/Light and at one with The Creator. There are other planes, dimensions, unlimited universes, etc. Two dimensions can occupy the same “space” at the same “time” and each will only be perceived by the beings on the same level of vibration. Since each higher dimension vibrates at a higher rate, this affects how lower dimensions are viewed on a human time scale. A billion years can be seen as a second by The Creator. I think this is progressive as higher levels of consciousness and being are achieved.
From the different aspects of The Creator, came different spirits, angels, and energies that helped in creation. There are realms where spirits or souls are given complete freedom to express their creative powers. They know that all comes from The Creator and are always connected to The Creator. These energies or spirits were given freedom to use their expressive power to create universes, dimensions, planets, etc. Since they were created with Love and in direct communion with The Creator, they are good. They worked in union with The Creator to create our universe and planets and earth. I believe that each universe is a unique creative expression of the spirit or energy that created it and The Creator allows this to happen since it is all good.
As for the human race, I believe that earth has been visited and populated for at least a few million years on and off. Higher level beings brought plant and animal life to this planet according to what would survive and flourish in its specific environment. At a certain point in its evolution, higher level beings added their DNA to the most advanced humanoids at that time which were most likely homo erectus. This would explain the sudden appearance of homo sapiens around 200,000 years ago. Higher level beings, guides, etc. were allowed to come to earth to guide the humans in everything from agriculture to technology.
We perceive thoughtforms as “matter” in our 3 dimensional space because our senses are tuned to receive a very limited range of vibrations. What we see as matter is only brought into our existence at the moment of perception by collapsing the waveforms of potentiality from the very limited range our senses can perceive by consciousness. I believe consciousness is a type of energy given to us in order to observe levels of existence and being; a tool used by all life at all levels to observe and interpret creation. Once we use consciousness to observe "matter", we inform the potential waves with information which is used to form the "matter" we expect to exist! These waveforms make up every perceivable level of creation, are available to all creating beings, and allow us to be creators of our reality in the same way as our “Father” who was and is The Original Creator.
All other parts of our 3 dimensional universe that aren’t individually created remain in existence first because of the “will” of The Creator and secondly because of agreements we keep in our group consciousness before and after manifesting in our physical bodies.
All of creation is always in a state of motion and vibration. Scientists have yet to describe matter and what constitutes matter. As they look deeper into matter down into the quantum states, they will realize that at a certain level, everything is connected and is only vibration.
The ego is the false sense of self that is individualized from the soul to experience physical reality and the structure of duality. The whole construct of our universe and space/time are the ultimate learning tools since the ego does not remember its source and constantly tries to maintain its existence and sense of uniqueness. The ego is unaware of its source and gets lost easily in the duality of good or evil, hot or cold, light or dark, love or hate, etc., which is always in conflict.
The name "Jesus" is only 400 years old and was not His original name.
I believe that Yeshua’s (Jesus) soul had many incarnations on earth to try and guide humans on the correct way to love and serve The Creator through each other. His final earthly incarnation as Jesus was the final and perfect incarnation as the “The Way” to live and treat others. He was LOVE incarnate! It’s not coincidental that the early church was called “The Way” by the apostles.
I believe that at a certain time in Yeshua’s life, he fully “realized” that he was one with The Creator, and was therefore truly the Christ aspect or energy. He even taught that if others followed his ways, they would be able to do the things he does and perform miracles as he says in John 14, “Amen, amen I say to you, he that believeth in me, the works that I do, he also shall do; and greater than these shall he do.”
Yeshua did not come only to die for us but to be an example for us on how to LIVE!
I believe that the Bible contains some divinely inspired truths. We only have 8 original manuscripts of the 27 total New Testament books. Most books were not even written by the original authors! They were written by someone else stating they were that person! On top of that, they were all written 30 to 100 years after Jesus died. If we are to believe that the entire Bible is the inerrant and inspired word of "God", why are there so many mistakes and discrepancies? Here is a list of a few of the contradictions in the Bible. What about the many books that didn't make it into the canon of the Bible? What other non-christian books contain divine revelation or at least some truths not present in the Bible. The Bible itself even states that it doesn't contain everything and the Catholic church reaffirms this in the fact that it relies on the Bible and Sacred Tradition for its truths.
I believe that The Creator reveals his mysteries and pieces of His plan throughout history to many different races and cultures via different methods; not all that are written down. Revelation of his mysteries and plan never stopped and are continuing to this day in different forms.
The creation story in the Old Testament has obviously been copied, condensed, and simplified from ancient Sumerian tablets and Hebraic manuscripts. You can do your own research by reading an alternate translation in the books by Christian O'Brien or Zecharia Sitchin. This author uses the Sumerian texts, Hebraic manuscripts, and older texts like the books of Enoch to put the stories into context to tell an alternate story of humanity on Earth.
I do not believe that the god described in the Old Testament is the The Creator that created everything. The Creator is not confined to his own creation and is not subject to it. Because of this, The Creator doesn’t get jealous or angry since these emotions come from fear. He is not fearful of Himself! He does not love one race of people more than others! The Creator will not kill his own creation as in the flood. Does it make sense that since The Creator is not bound by time, he would create humans knowing that they would forget where they came from, perform all kinds of “evil” acts, and then have to destroy them?
Teachings no longer relevant:
• Sin separates us from God – This is the most harmful teaching of the church. This causes people to feel they are totally separate from The Creator when in a state of sin. This leads to fear and further separation. Fear is a distortion of Love and causes all other conflict.
• Jesus was the only Son of God – I believe we are all "Sons of God" who are eternally one with Him. There is no conflict or competition in union with The Creator since there is only one divine plan.
• Mary is the Mother of God - Mary is not the Mother of the one eternal God "The Creator". Mary’s human body was the mother of Jesus’ human body. Both Jesus’ and Mary’s souls were created by The Creator and existed before they incarnated. Personality identification is only sought outside of the union with The Creator, therefore external titles are not necessary since The Creator is all and all are one with Him and seek no external glory.
• Perpetual virginity – I believe Mary had other sons and daughters and believe this, in no way, detracts from her role as the Mother of Jesus. The Bible and other sources state that Jesus had brothers.
I don’t believe in “sin”. I think sin was created as a means to justify the church’s continued existence and reliance. This is another harmful teaching that further separates us from The Creator. I do believe in positive and negative energies. When a person identifies himself with his ego, he is continuing in the negative energy. This builds up karma, which is talked about later. If a person understands these things, he already understands what choices his soul would make versus his ego and is therefore able to determine how to stay on a positive path to repay his karma.
What people refer to as Heaven is pure Love and returning to unity with The Creator and can be experienced when all the soul fragments are rejoined and the soul is reintegrated back into The Creator bringing with it all the gifts of its experience of creation.
I do believe there are planes, dimensions, etc. that are a lower vibration than even earth. The further you get away from The Creator, the lower your vibration. These existences are totally real to the beings that exist in them and would seem to last for eternity since time seems to move slower there. They were created out of fear and I believe beings or souls that believe in them or were sent there have to learn the lessons required to release that negative karma. I do believe that negative entities or energies can also influence us in our spirit or human incarnation.
Death and the After Life
Upon physical death, the primary goal is to rejoin your soul. You still maintain all beliefs and thoughts, but since you have creative abilities in the spiritual planes, you can manifest your fears or beliefs. Those who hold certain beliefs will go to those belief systems. They can reside there for eons or a short period of “time”. This explains people of different faiths experiencing the results of their beliefs in near death experiences.
When a person identifies himself with his ego, he is continuing in the negative energy. This builds up karma, which is an imbalance in your soul’s energy and the sum of a person’s actions in all of their states of existence. A being who is subject to karma must reincarnate in spirit or physical until the lessons are learned and understood by the soul.
What is going to happen?
At some point in humanity's future, there will come a time when humanity's consciousness along with the earth's consciousness has risen to a point that we will both experience an evolution. This is what is referred to by Protestants and other religions as the rapture and is the reason there are so many beings on the earth at this time!
Our consciousness will then enable us to realize and understand that we are part of The Creator. Humans have always been trying to evolve and we have had teachers throughout the ages trying to help.
The Creator wants to share His love and creation with us for eternity and I believe He gives us many methods to be with Him not by believing, but by a KNOWING. Those paths are for us to find individually!
Be kind to each other.
Help each other.
Love each other.
1 - The Holographic Universe: The Revolutionary Theory of Reality - Michael Talbot
2 - E-Squared: Nine Do-It-Yourself Energy Experiments That Prove Your Thoughts Create Your Reality -- Audible - Pam Grout
3 - Journeys Out of the Body -- Audible - Robert Monroe
4 - Far Journeys -- Audible - Robert Monroe
5 - Ultimate Journey -- Audible - Robert Monroe
6 - The Power of Now -- Audible - Eckhart Tolle
7 - Edgar Cayce on Angels, Archangels, and the Unseen Forces - Robert J. Grant
8 - The Intention Experiment: Using Your Thoughts to Change Your Life and the World -- Audible - Lynne McTaggart
9 - Edgar Cayce on the Akashic Records: The Book of Life -- Audible - Kevin J. Todeschi
10 - The Field: The Quest for the Secret Force of the Universe -- Audible - Lynne McTaggart
11 - The Light Between Us: Stories From Heaven. Lessons for the Living. - Audible - Laura Lynne Jackson
12 - Lives of the Master: The Rest of the Jesus Story - Glenn Sanderfur
13 - The Jesus Trilogy: Choice and Will / Love and Surrender / Beliefs, Emotions, and the Creation of Reality - Audible - Gina Lake
14 - Jesus, Interrupted: Revealing the Hidden Contradictions in the Bible - Bart D. Ehrman
15 - Tao Te Ching - Lao Tzu
16 – The Law of One: The Ra Material Books 1 - 5
17 - Between Death and Life: Conversations with a Spirit - Audible - Dolores Cannon
18 - Your Soul's Plan: Discovering the Real Meaning of the Life You Planned Before You Were Born - Audible - Robert Schwartz
19 - The Convoluted Universe: Book 1 - Dolores Cannon
20 - The Legend of Starcrash - Dolores Cannon
21 - The Bhagavad Gita - Eknath Easwaran
22 - The Kybalion: A Study of Hermetic Philosophy of Ancient Egypt and Greece - The Three Initiates
23 - The Emerald Tablet of Hermes - Hermes Trismegistus
24 - They Walked with Jesus - Dolores Cannon
25 - Jesus and the Essenes - Dolores Cannon
26 - Keepers of the Garden -- Audible - Dolores Cannon
27 - The Convoluted Universe: Book 2 - Dolores Cannon
28 - I Am the Word: A Guide to the Consciousness of Man's Self in a Transitioning Time - Paul Selig
29 - The Convoluted Universe: Book 3 - Dolores Cannon
30 - The Book of Mastery -- Audible - Paul Selig
31 - The Only Planet of Choice - Phyllis Schlemmer
32 - The Book of Truth - Audible - Paul Selig
33 - Gnosticism: From Nag Hammadi to the Gospel of Judas -- Audible - The Great Courses
34 - The Holy Science - Swami Sri Yukteswar
35 - The Four Agreements - Audible - Don Miguel Ruiz
36 - The Urantia Book - Multiple Authors
37 - The Convoluted Universe: Book 4 - Dolores Cannon
38 - The Aquarian Gospel of Jesus the Christ
39 - In God's Truth - Nick Bunick
40 - Awakening the Power of Modern God: Unlock the Mystery and Healing of Your Spiritual DNA - Gregg Braden
41 - Speaking the Lost Language of God: Awakening the Forgotten Wisdom of Prayer, Prophecy, and the Dead Sea Scrolls - Gregg Braden
42 - In the World but Not of It - Gina Lake
43 - The Ra Material: An Ancient Astronaut Speaks (Law of One): Books 1 through 4 - Don Elkins
44 - The Earth Chronicles: Books 1 through 5 - Zecharia Sitchin
45 - The Hermetica - Timothy Freke
46 - The Genius of the Few - Christian O'Brien
47 - The Shining Ones - Christian O'Brien
48 - The Path of the Masters - Julian Johnson
49 - The Occult Anatomy of Man
50 - The Great Courses: The Dead Sea Scrolls
51 - The Ascension Mysteries: Revealing the Cosmic Battle Between Good and Evil
52 - Pistis Sophia
53 - How Jesus became God